Just a little on how i REALLY feel on this site where nobody knows me!

The way I see it, you can either look at the bright side or look at the dark side.  Light rules over dark right?  Turn on a lamp in a dark room and look what happens!  Everyday I try to control my thoughts because I know I am what I think about.  It is so hard sometimes to overcome the nagging, worrisome thoughts but you have to push them out and replace those thoughts with something wonderful and good.....it really works!   How many people do you know that constantly complain about everything.....do you notice how bad things KEEP showing up for them? Its because the universe will keep giving you what you ask for, if you ask for bad news it will provide it, if you ask for good news it will provide that two fold!  I always (and have to work at it) look for the light in any situation.  I know that every situation has a purpose although you may not be able to see it....on the surface it may look frustrating and BAD but I try to focus on what I CAN"T see, try to remember that it is a journey where everything happens for a reason.............and every step is an action toward something good, just make sure you notice the good, watch for it, it is there right in front of you.  Once I was talking to my Dad and complaining about how things were not going right for me and this and that.  He stopped me and said "Honey,  things are not SUPPOSE to be any way........it just is what it is"  You know, simple words but really, if everyone excepted their reality and embraced it as theirs and believe that its not SUPPOSE to be ANY other way.......no more fighting, no more worry or doubt just embracing the moment and believing it is exactly where you are suppose to be..........even if it is labeled as BAD by the ego driven world.